I love him.
This screen is just 10% of the emotion i feel at this very moment and for a long time. Im sitting here never thinking i would write this, but here i am. The pain that lies within me feels like a attack. I feel like im at war with my emotions and my feelings. This war wont die down for a while. So im putting it in God’s hands. A fresh heartbreak.But this event in my life is more than a chapter in a book, and thats why its so hard to turn the page. I gave him my heart and he walked on it. We been thru this a million times before. But this time is the finale. I took him back so many times. And this is it. I tell you. This is the last time you will lay eyes on me and have the chance to break my heart. I gave you my life,laughter,love,money,and courage. You gave me lies, 2 faces, deception, and pain.